Spring 'NO' blues

my last update was 2nd of Feb and Chinese New Year is just around the corner. Can you feel the CNY mood yet? Things are starting to get busy. I've mentioned a lot about this. I often blog nowadays as compared to last year haha cuz I'm quite free now but I was busy for last few days...omg! What?!

I'll just mention one or two here. A Visitation to JX's mension. Before that, we chit chat too much till we went to the wrong way and ended up in the wrong place. We spent 1 hour plus in the car but being stucked in the car didn't bother me. I was just hoping Pris' mum didn't get angry or disappointed at that moment. We reached there by about 8. We got no time to sing K cuz we're late for that. Anyhow, Lynn, u missed a good chance of fun. Well, it's great to have a gathering with friends. I had fun spending time together with them...from sitting together around discussing issues from our own feelings to different places and based on the different attitudes and perspectives. Why does time flies so fast when you are having fun? That made me realise I got to say good bye to them. At least, it's not waste. It's not waste of time! If yes, is blogging is just a waste of time? Nah, It's an opportunity to allow me to see that being there was a chance to do something funny with them. I love playing...Hah! ;p The most I can do for my friend is simply a friend and the most difficult job as a friend is to offer understanding when we don't get the point. Though passion may have strained, it must not break our bonds of affection.

I get super bored just sitting around my house. I should get out of my own world and meet some strangers. Strangers are just friends waiting to happen. Who knows I might meet others who have a passion even secrets that I hide from the rest of the world. Wakakaka *lol* When life seemed at its greatest and if seeing me, a person who should not have had the xxxxxxxx I did, surviving and I will survive ;p

yeah im going to run for the nation!
join me

that picture taken from jap drama -Tokyo Dogs...currently watching it. <3>

Bleh..haha I love his funny face. I'm back here to blog again. My life has just been upside down and very crazy, as some would call it. At break of the day, in all the freshness, I read a book. At night, I You know how easily and suddenly these things happen, beginning in playful teasing and ending in something a little warmer? There must be a reason. There must be a reason for raindrops to fall. There must be a reason why mountains are tall. And why are the stars in the sky? There must be a reason why. Bright stars, shine kindly here. Cool wind, blow softly here.

Kindness in your eyes
I guess you heard me cry
You smiled at me like Jesus to a child
I'm blessed I know
Heaven sent and heaven stole
You smiled at me like Jesus to a child
And what have I learned from all this pain
I thought I never feel the same about anyone or anything again
But now I know...

...it's time for me to sign out here. I'll tell you mine if you tell me yours :p

Oh lovely floral blanket! sleepy Zzzz

0126 HAPPY day

Yo! I haven't been blogging for few days already. Where have I been?

Wonderful events
100122 - home\ No Form 6 Costume Party -.-
100123 - chatting\ tooth fairy movie\ Mc D food\ shopping\ A&W food\ shopping\ home
100126 - chatting\ 'The Best House' Visitation\ playing\ kidding\ baking\ home

eat eat eat made my stomach felt so FULL all the time these days! I should eat right la burppppp ~.~ haiz
It's just all the bad things in life that make me unhappy. Noone can be happy all the time, right? But I felt grateful and HAPPY today! I shouldn't regret anything that I said because it's what me were feeling at this moment. When people close to you remember things that make you smile or feel special or something else. I always try to be happy at all times no matter what happens =) I didn't tell you to pretend everything is fine when you know that it’s not. There's gonna be some things in life that are going to make it hard for you to smile, but through all you see, all the rain and all the pain, you have to keep your sense of humor and keep on smiling. Think from the bright side mah~ Everyone strives to find it and keep it.

The source of happiness varies from person to person. My today's defination of "Happy" isssss not being pressured by wants and needs. It's having something that I can be glad to share with others. I so happy today cuz I have found my friends whom I can share my interest with. We had a pleasant evening together. No matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I rejoice greatly in the Lord that at last you have renewed your concern for me. Indeed, you have been concerned, but you had no opportunity to show it. haha~I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.

Live knowing that somebody loves you; even if it isn't the somebody you want it to be. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Thank you and bye bye!

Can you lay down the burden of perfection now and strive for wholeness, happiness, and peace of mind instead? Peace be with you peeps! ;D

Come on! excercise to fight stress cuz I wanna be happy!

Awaiting Job

Do you know who I used to be? A Super Lady! I just got home from an interview at a hospital canteen. I'll be the "ah sum" there, cleaning the tables and mopping the floor. How could this happen? I was kidding again. They wanted me as a doctor secretary. Ohhhh my godnessss, I know it's a routine work. Basically, this job is just answering phone calls,making appointments, filing patient's records, writing memos. It seems so bored, right? Don't worry, I believe I can get through it ;)

Don't look down on secretary job! You see The Secretary of State is extremely important, because after the President, this Secretary is the chief government officer in charge of dealing with foreign nations. It's like the point man of negotiating treaties and agreements with other nations. Emmm, I'll try my best to make my working days to be meaningful. I wondered why Sir Winston Churchill, the British politician said this, "It's not enough that we do our best; sometimes we have to do what's required." What's he trying to tell us? Do what is expected rather than just your best? OMG (/)_(\)

I hope I'll get this job so that I so gain clear insight into today's healthcare and the role doctors play and see how they are approaching to the patients =) well then I'm sure this opportunity will let me gain some knowledge and skills, allowing me to embark early on my road to becoming an effective ???????......so I have to wait their hiring decision while I'm still enjoying my spring wonderland lalalalalala~ d(^~^)b

A Time of Crisis

Hey, I'm back again. M-I-A for 2 days. Yeah, I made the days different. Running around singing any song that is distasteful. Watch the video and do what you can.



Am I disturbing the peace? Please don't mind. I am extremely worried about 1 thing. This was about how exhaustive I am, hearing this song. It's sad and beautiful song, but not all is this depressing in relationships, sometimes we cry when things don't turn the way we want, and we make others feel bad. We cry because of the situations, to get their way, to keep from hurting someone else, and to release the over flow of tears that we have. It's good to be able to cry. What do you do when you want to cry but you cannot? Read this if you have time>The boy who cannot cry - The National Newspaper

What's not disturbing in your personal life? There is a precise purpose in those long hours, days of even years of waiting. "And not only so, but let us have joy in our troubles: in the knowledge that trouble gives us the power of waiting. And waiting gives experience; and experience, hope: and hope does not disappoint us..." I just can't wait to see what's more He has for me as I trust Him for His purposes and promises in my life. God understands my prayers even when I can't find the words to say them.

"For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, And a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace."

(Ecclesiastes 3:1-8)

Humans are never satisfied with their current state. We do take so much for granted. I'll try my best to enjoy what I have now so I won't look back and regret later. I hope everyone has something to be thankful for, even though there are a lot of hard times

...don't have to wait till Thanksgiving Day to thank people, isn't it?
I'm thankful for the 24 hours I already have ;p
and 'THANK YOU'!

Journey to The Movies

A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance so let's dance!

Yeah. I made my day different as compared to yesterday! Haha of course la...Have I told you that I hate routine? I really really really hate daily routine but I like planning..plan for different things to do for everyday. Telling you this wouldn't kill me. We'll change a little bit, a little little bit everyday, and hoping not to become bitter but to become better :p

WhoOoOa~ today morning take bus to meet my besties. It's my first experience of taking the bus to MV. Though it's the normal bus I took to KL but this time I got off the bus before reaching KL or KL city centre to be more precise. Then, I tried to find my way to the place I should meet up with them. I can reach there without getting lost.Woohoo! But then, they made me waited for XX minutes before they turned up! Oh my god, I watched 2 movies in the cinema. One was Sherlock Holmes and another was local Chinese film- Tiger Woohoo. This local film's storyline was quite ok and I guess everyone can guess the ending of the story...what's more? A HAPPY ENDING. In fact, who doesn't like happy ending? The actors overacting in many scenes but I can't denied that they made this comedy movie a sucess. At least, I laughed like @@..good job and keep it up Malaysian artists! I love to read about Sherlock Holmes stories but how about the movie? "Do you believe in magic?" The way Sherlock Holmes explained all kinds of rational and scientific reasons for things. Ah, I love it! That's it. I felt like I was crazy and I haven't felt this way in a year already. What to do? Even the the psychologist states, "Well, you do seem to be obsessed with watching movies.hehee~

On the same day, I satisfied my mouth with japanese food Kodomo Bento.Hmmmm...I was wondering the meaning of the name of the food.Can anyone tell me more about this? Let me describe the food first. Steamed rice with prawn, deep fried fish and "vegetable". I don't like the vegetable especially the yellow sliced ones. It tastes very salty. Yuck!!!

After the movies,we decided to go home. She dropped me off at the highway. It's not even halfway from home =( Uh, I paid twice for the bus fares. I travell locally only wor..how come?

In spite of that, today was another journey of adventure for me. Thank God I'm safe and so are all my friends.

No More School Life

Oh no! It's been pretty boring today. I started to miss the school already. I don't hate school. In fact, school is a GREAT place for learning.There are many things we can learn there. I love the school library where I can read as much books as I like. I love school field. Although it's HOT to stay under the blazing sun during the sport practices and then everybody got tanned and slightly sunburnt but doesn't it feels good when you can run and feel the wind go by? haha! I love school canteen not only because the food is nice and cheap? It's because I can meet up with my gang during break time.Yeahhh, then meet with other gang of friends but...let me clarify for what I said. I'm not a gangster. According to definition on the web, a gangster is a criminal who is a member of gang. I broke school rules before.Oppsss! I was not supposed to tell you this...never mind la~ I already graduated high school. Wouldn't the discipline teacher come my house and cane me? I ate in the classroom. In fact, I was allowed to do so.haha..am I a criminal?

Many things happened in the school. From where I started out at the beginning of the my secondary school life to where we are...then now school life has ended. Everybody was moving on with their lives. Do you know what I'm thinking of?? When it comes to the future, there are three kinds of people: those who let it happen, those who make it happen, and those who wonder what happened. Which one are you?? Maturity of mind is the capacity to endure uncertainty. No one can tell you the future, but you cannot give up, because uncertainty is a part of life. Bleh~~

Just now,I was surfing on the net and taking personality tests. It's a fun way to pass the time and you get to learn more about yourself =) Actually, I never got bored with life. Cook, bake, read, sew, knit,organise my closet,redecorate things, make gifts, watch TV or movie, listen to music,... just wish I had more hands to do a lot of things. Today was a rainy cold day and I was just exercising my fingertips so it wouldn't be so cold.

Happy 12012010, BUSY-ing and soOo please keep yourself, and your family, happy and healthy this season. Adios!